Is it weird that all I want to do right now is squats, deadlifts, and power cleans?

My last week of a teenager. Time to transcend my humanity for real this time. COME AT ME

I guess I changed because of you. Not for the better like I should have, but just to get away and stop the pain.

I must be psycho.

Why do innocent children suffer? I thought about my cousin.. And I feel sick. Dostoevsky you’ve got an argument.

Everybody disgraces their religion eventually, that’s why I’m deciding to abandon all religion and FOLLOW WHAT I BELIEVE, that way I can never betray my beliefs, nor will I follow a bunch of fools that lie about their own.

I can’t save you anymore my old friend, please live long and find heaven on your own.

LEGGGGG DAAAAY TODAAAAY TRAIN HARD OR DIE!!!

Yeah I want it, more than anything else. I will strive for greatness at all costs.

Just like that fortune teller told me, at 20 my will will reign.

Once you fall, it’s gonna take a long time to get back up.

Eh just need to watch myself.

New Year Resolutions

I will accomplish these goals.

1. 4.0 this semester
2. Surpass gym goals
3. Cut body fat % down to 8%
4. Be ready for MCAT
5. Protect the ones that I actually love
6. Pray everyday
7. Obtain mass knowledge
8. Stay at peace
9. Practice one form of martial arts
10. No alcohol
11. No weed
12. No…bad drugs? lol
13. Forget the past and forgive
14. Don’t get in trouble
15. Help siblings grow up
16. Become more mature
17. Ignore the people that don’t belong
18. Save money
19. Music Playlist
20. Create love, not hate

Goodbye to the ones that chose to leave me, love to the ones that will always be with me, and some haterade for the fools that will one day stab me.

New year, fresh start. Fuck the selfish, protect the selfless, and strive for greatness. 

Goodbye to the people of my past that have parted ways, if you’re not in my life now, then you have no reason to be in my life for the future. Struggles for the ones that use me, because I refuse to be there them any longer. Pain for the ones that hurt those I love, for karma comes back equally and unmercifully. I refuse to suffer for anyone other than myself and the ones that cannot suffer alone.

Do the right thing at the right time; if you do wrong, you get wrong, and if you neglect time, then time will neglect you back. 

1. I know:

• the people that deserve my love
• the people that deserve my hate
• the people that will betray my existance

2. My goals are set, if I don’t live my life now, then I will never be alive.

3. Stay happy, and don’t be stupid. Life is good, and everything about it is great.

The past angers me.. I’ll never forget who I am, but I’m happy because it’s better off this way.

“So we ignore each other, pretend the other doesn’t exist, but deep down, we both know it wasn’t supposed to end like this. :’)”

I’m sorry. I know that’s true but still… I can’t face you.

You plagiarized this off of some drama probably lol.